I do not know what to do .....?
Ok and I just need so much help. I have social phobia and its just gotten really high lately! My position is terrible (gives me anxiety that is out of control), my parents are always telling me to keep my head still im so ill at ease in public! And today, I had my hair cut and I did not even how to sit in KNO chair. As it was crowded and I could not even lift his eyes, my neck was hurting like crazy, I was sooo uncomfortable. I could not watch someone in the eye. I think that question is that I think I might be gay ... and I do not want people to feel anything because its a bad thing these days! I begins to lose hope, and instant messaging becomes a person not happy and my personality begins to fade ... I 14 btw
you poor dear! being straight at 14 is hard enough ... I know it will be difficult, but you need to start by finding someone to say. I know that many children go to school to adolescent health center and ask to speak with the counselor. This person keeps your discussions with confidence and give you names and numbers of organizations that can provide support. You can find a support group for children in your situation. Please keep your chin up. There is no shame to be gay. Your concern is to have to keep this dark secret. This is not healthy. If you're really gay, your family out eventually anyway. You need help learning how to deal with the issue. YOU'RE Not a bad person!
Walking Through